(Please read this, it may be for you.)
I struggled and finally said to the Lord, "Lord, why again? Did I fail this test before? I thought I passed this. Why do I have to suffer this again? Are you angry with me?" And out of a long quietness He begins to answer and He said to me, "The first time, I tested you with rejection and disappointment and you passed. But you did not fully understand what that would mean. This time it is not your test, it's simply an assignment. Because I know I can trust you with rejection and disappointment, you are the one I needed to use to test the other one in this situation. The one who succeeds and is filled with everything they want. That is as much a test to a man's spirit as rejection and disappointment have ever been. How do they respond to those who have fallen around them? So just be patient and do not disappoint Me because when this is finished everything will come back to you as it should be, but pray for the other one. Don't allow the enemy to set up a seed of bitterness in you at all so that you can truly pray for them. They will fail this test and then see their heart is prideful. And in the end everything will come back to Me; you and the other one. Count it all joy for My purposes are greater than any desire any one of you have and remember I used you in the role of rejection because I know you will handle it in a holy way and eventually your suffering will bring back to Me the one who was about to stray."

This was for me - but after I spent time with the Lord on it I know in my heart it is for someone else too, so this time, I am sharing it. Please no that sometimes when you struggle, it's not really your test, it's your assignment. It was because God could trust you that He allowed you to play a role in someone else's test. All things work for good for those who love the Lord. Keep loving Him, and everything will eventually come back to you. It is one thing for us to say that we trust the Lord, it is an entirely different thing for Him to tell us that He can trust us! Let this encourage you!!